I get it, you don't like the theatre. But can't you just indulge in my interests for once?

Puh-leeze

Do, do kiss and tell every time I do something, which in my opinion, is perfectly OK and has nothing to do with you people.

Does everything I have to do have to have some meaning or reason behind it? You mean I can't drink when I'm eating salmon because it shows I hate the taste of salmon? You mean I can't use chopsticks to grip the salmon to dip into the wasabi cause it shows I don't want to eat it?

Go figure.

Oh, and apparently, if I go straight to my room after dinner, it shows I'm pissed. No, I'm not going to my room because I want to play more on my computer. Gee, thanks genii.

How wonderful.

If you ever had crushed dreams or hidden dreams you know you'll probably never realise, I think if you watch Smash, you'll feel the heartache of the characters inside.

I've just only watched till Episode 3, but the pain of rejection was something so evident in the character played by Katherine McPhee. Many times, we dream so big and try so hard to achieve something we want so, so bad. But often we get thrown back down to reality with a hard smack to our faces.

Maybe for some people they can just walk away and go on. But sometimes, when you feel so passionate about something, maybe the only thing that you can do right, it's just so hard to let go.

Anyway, try watching it. I think it's not bad. For now.

Failed my driving test at the parking section. Not pissed about that though. Pissed that I waited from 8.30 till 3pm in the afternoon just to fail. =.= Damn you.

Whatever. Gonna get some shut eye now. Night all.

Loony Idiot

There's this guy in my class, who's a total loon. The first time he opened his mouth to speak, I had already decided to hate him for all eternity. With that annoying lisp of his and that obnoxiously loud voice that was so annoying like nail scrapping down on a chalkboard, he pissed me off.

'You! No group ah? Join my group!'

What. The. Hell. Who do you think you are?? You have no right to order me around, you puny little sorry excuse of a human. From that day on, I ignored him for all I was worth, which was difficult, because he was the self appointed 'leader' of the class. Yeah right, even a mentally challenged person would have been a better leader than this retard.

Then word of his infamy spread. He insulted one of my classmates by pretending to be all so superior just cause he was older than us. Fuck you. You can be 80 years old for all I care and you'll still be nothing in the eyes of everyone.

Today, his foul acts were finally exposed. Turns out, he created a few fake FB accounts to insult and harrass my other classmates. What the heck? Talk about split personality. The dude was crazy enough to be in a mental hospital, but nooo, he's even studying for a degree for psychology! Talk about poster child for insanity.

The next time I see you, you better hope I'm in a good mood. And you had better not try your stupid tricks with me, because believe me, I will use every possible power I have to destroy you over and over and over again, and get you deported back to your hometown, with a reputation as a lunatic. So beware. You cross our class, you effing DIE.

中国文化

Yeah..Title in Chinese. But I am not that confident to express what I'm about to say in Chinese, so English it is.

Chinese has never been my strong point. I've only managed to scrape a B through secondary school but it was enough for me. I mean, I wasn't going to be studying Chinese or whatever in university right?

But thanks to my Chinese teacher in Form 5, I started to appreciate the beauty of the Chinese language. The beauty of the way the characters are written, the way the poets injected the feeling into the poems, often so melancholic, so abstract.

I started to listen more to Chinese music. Not just Jay Chou. There's a channel 304 on Astro. On weekdays 6.18 to 6.48 pm, there's always this singing programme where they'll introduce Chinese and ethnic singers.

I've learned about many wonderful singers, like 宋祖英，腾格尔，凤凰传奇，李玉刚 and many more. 宋祖英 is a wonderful soprano singer, 腾格尔 is a Tibetian (I think) ethnic singer, same with 韩虹 and 凤凰传奇. 李玉刚 is an opera singer who is a guy, but impersonates a woman. If you've heard Chinese opera before, you'll know that the female parts are extremely high pitched. He. Is. Awesome.

I guess I've started to connect with China through her arts and music. I've never really seen China as my so-called motherland. Malaysia has always been my home, and always will be. But I think there's this connection that people feel since long, long ago with the place they originated from, maybe from they're ancestors. I don't know. But that's how I feel. And I'v always thought the Chinese language was extremely important in that Chinese people HAD to learn Chinese.

I suppose that's why I sort of looked down or despised those Chinese who either a) don't learn Chinese cause it's too 'hard' or b) learned Chinese but think English is 'cooler' and act like they don't know Chinese. It's your heritage. Treasure it and feel proud that you know how to speak or write Chinese. Feel proud when you're able to write out that complicated characters that you learnt as children. Feel proud when you're able to speak and sing in that beautiful language.

Be PROUD, because you are a Chinese.

TV Madness

I'm extremely pissed off. And when I'm pissed off, I keep talking in a British accent. But that's not the point.

First, Merlin. HELLO? Maidservant as QUEEN?? That is UNHEARD of during that time. And Arthur, Gaius and Merlin are IDIOTS for letting it, encouraging it even to happen! What the hell??

Next, Vampire Diaries. I'm sorry, but Elena, GO. TO. HELL. Damon, I expected better of you. I thought you CARED about Rose. She turns up, sure you can't see her cause she's a ghost. But that's no excuse. She said she missed you and you didn't even CARE. Then Elena throws herself at you and the both of you make out like HELL. Excuse me? Hot and cold much? Seriously. I sometimes think you're both MORONS. Go to hell. Cause I sure as hell won't care.

Ciao.