PPS 2010 Farewell

I just want to say this. F4 and F3 juniors, all of you..I'm so frigging proud of all of you..

Thank you for giving me these wonderful memories tonight.. Heaven knows how much I will miss all of you..Including the teachers, Ms Cheong, Pn Chen and Pn Mavis and of course Mdm Foo..Hehe..thanks for finally singing tonight..

How could so many wonderful things happen in 3 hours? How could we all laugh till we were hoarse and cheer and sing and cry and hug? I wish tonight would last for eternity, but all good things must come to end..

Thank you for the laughter. Especially media, your sketch was hilarious. The advertisements were funny as well. The dances and the songs were wonderful.

You know what my favourite part was? The part where we hugged each other. As I kept hugging people surrounding me; Xiao Wen, Li Yi, Yit Yeng, Janice, Debbie, Jia Wei, Ying Shyn, Brenda, Jo Ee, Eva, Nicole, 小孩子, Li Li, Xi Yee, Sook Kuen, Wee Shien, Ms Cheong, Pn Mavis.. I realized that I had so many people that I care and love for and I didn't want to say goodbye to them.

But then everyone must say goodbye at some point. The Form 5s say goodbye this year and tonight. But that doesn't mean we'll forget each and everyone of you.

'I promise you, I'm always there, When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair. I'll carry you, when you need a friend. You'll find my footprints in the sand.'

We're always there. And we won't forget. We ask you not to forget as well.

I love you PPS.. I won't ever forget anyone from PPS. You gave me the most memorable memories in my entire life.. You're the best and will always be the best, long after batch after batch of us leave. F4 and F3 pps, Ms Cheong, Pn Mavis, Pn Chen, Mdm Foo.. I love all of you and I hope you won't forget me because I promise..I won't ever forget..

Love..

Power

What is power to most people? The power to be rich, to have power in the government, to have power to command people around.

The power I want? The power to protect my family, most importantly my brother.

The only way to protect is to have the power to protect. With that power, I can make sure no one touches or hurts my family. With that power, I can crush anyone who tries to hurt my family. With that power, my family will be invincible.

Lelouch vi Brittannia wanted geass to protect his sister, I want power to protect my family. I suppose then, that we aren't that different at all.

I swear by my soul, I will protect my brother and family from everything, even from other family members, be it cousins, uncles or whosoever. I WILL destroy them.

Insanity

I'm insane, I suppose many people don't know that. Well, not insane, more of mad actually. I'm actually perfectly normal thank you very much, it's just that 'mad' in my case means different from others.

I say I'm mad, but then do mad people admit that they are mad? Do humans know they are mad? Are they even mad?

Maybe not mad, just stupid, insipid and not able to see through everything.

I found today's literature question interesting. The question is, why is love important in a family?

Why is it important? I doubt anyone really knows the answer. Can a family actually exist without love? Depends on what type of family you're talking about. Real life families, the normal families. Is love important for them? If so, then why? Why is it that love is so important that we humans cannot live wihout it?

I used to think that hate could never have existed, should not exist in a family. What do I think now? I found out that, like fairytales, a perfect family is non existent, just like the prince charming every girl dreams for is fake.

Love may be important, but that doesn't mean hate isn't there. Could you love and hate someone at the same time? The answer is yes. I'm not talking about loving and hating your so called lover at the same time because I'm sorry to say, that is just the most worthless thing on the world.

What I mean is the hatred you feel sometimes for one of your famiy members, and yet you love them so deeply at the same time. You feel so sick for hating them and yet you can't help but despise them for that one moment then.

So answer me, is love always there in a family? Or is hate there as well?

PRETEND; DON'T BS!!

You don't know me so don't pretend
I'm not who you think I am
Just because I show you this
Doesn't mean that it's me

I don't need your stupid lies
I don't need your 'love' you give
So what if I'm just an empty husk
It's not as if I even care

So don't you even dare assume
You know me not just face the truth
So go ahead and believe all that you want
Cause in the end I still won't care

I'm not the perfect daughter you want
But fine by me, I'm who I want
So don't think you know all of me
Because that is not happening.

YESS!!

Finally!! Finally managed to fix my laptop to the printer..haha

I'm a genius.. Kidding..

Ah Lee helped me get the program..I just installed and switched the printer only..haha

Thanks yeah!

Cheers..

Media Farewell

Date: 19.7.10
Day: Monday
Venue: Media Room

First, I have to say thank you so so so much to the Form 4 and 3 juniors. Haha.. I didn't think that our farewell would be so special..
Yes, it is special even though we couldn't really hear what you guys were saying about us.. Haha.. Never mind.. It's special as no one has ever used a video for the farewell..
But seriously, it was special cause it came from all of you guys' hearts. Thank you for your sweet words, thank you for your delicious cake, thank you for singing the farewell song to us (wow, that was really creative.. Thanks.. ;) ), and thank you so much for that beautiful booklet you made for us.. Really touched that you all put in so much effort.. Thank you..

Ermm.. Actually, part of me is sad and happy as well. Happy cause don't need to stay any more.. Haha.. But sad cause we can't duty with all of you any more.. It has become a routine for all of us to go up, work and play with you guys.. and suddenly, not being able to duty with you guys again makes me feel that something is missing..

To me, I had lots of fun with you guys.. Yeah we were a little noisy at times but who says we don't do work? Haha.. You guys are like my second family.. Many of my sweet memories were from media..

As you can see, I'm a little speechless.. Erm.. Just want to say thank you to all of you for making my years as a media girl great.. And thanks for the wonderful farewell.. In short, I just want to say thanks for the memories and hope we can still be friends and media after graduation..

Media ROCKZZ!!

Stubborn

Why can't you just let me choose? What's so great about going overseas to study? Just because we can afford it doesn't mean that it's mandatory for me to go. I want to stay here. I've told you a thousand times and I'll tell you again: I'm not going to Melbourne, I'm staying here.

You say that I'f I go there I will be more mature, but that's not a must. I can learn plenty here. What can I learn from those 'ang mo lang'? Besides learning how to fuck and sleep around that is. I don't need that, thank you very much. I don't need to have my morals degraded by those filth just because they fuckin think they're better and stronger than us. I'd love to see you burn.

So I won't go, no matter what you say. Read my lips: I. Won't. Go.

Cheers..