Yeah, I know.. Some people think it's just a bunch of superstitious crap, others like my parents think it's well..bad and..not good...
Anyway, I've always been quite fascinated with tarot cards because I feel that they hold much power. Of course, I believe that you have to have the gift to read the cards, but seeing as I clearly don't have the gift, I'm just fooling around with my own deck.
Let's see, tarot cards consist of Major and Minor Arcana. The number of Major Arcana varies with different decks. For the more simpler ones they have only the main ones such as The Fool, The Emperor and Empress, The Magician, The Priestess, The Hierophant, The Wheel of The World, Death, The Hanging Man, The Sun and a few more. The Minor Arcana is categorized into four, that is Cups, Wands or Rods, Swords and Pentacles. They are then subdivided into aces, Twos to Tens, then the Court Cards, such as Page, Queen, Knight and King. Cups, Wands, Swords and Pentacles each symbolize a different element, Water, Fire, Earth or Air and therefore symbolizes different things, for example Cups represents Water, which in turn symbolizes emotions.
People fear the Wheel of The World the most, because when this card is drawn, it means change is coming, whether good or bad we don't know. The Wheel is always turning, our fortunes turn with it.
People also fear the Death card, which usually has a skeleton as it's main feature. But the Death card does not necessarily mean death itself. It usually means new beginnings, and end of bad things. Rarely does it mean death.
The card I fear or dislike the most is the Eight of Swords. For most decks, I think the card shows a blind-folded woman who is surrounded by a wall of eight swords, hence the name. It means that the person is deliberately blinding him or herself from knowledge. The means are there, but they won't acknowledge it. It also means ignorance.
Before my parents forbid me from using the cards, I usually used the Daily Spread, which only requires three cards which represents the Past, Present and Future. Less complicated, easy for me to use and I understand it more. I do use another spread which I only use when I have questions to ask. But most of the time they tell me things I already know, or think I already know..So yeah..Like I said, I don't have the gift...
Of course, there are a lot of different spreads, one of the most common is the Celtic Cross Spread. But then, the more specific questions need to be asked, the more difficult it is, and more complicated..
Ok...so that's it..cheers...
Saturday, 28 November 2009
Wednesday, 25 November 2009
VA AUGMENTED REALITY
Ok, so this company, Ogmento and another company, Magitech (forgive me if I'm wrong), came up with this totally cool thing called augmented reality for VA.
So basically, you snap a photo of yourself using your webcam, then raise you VA book cover to the webcam, then your face is totally on the cover of VA!
ARRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO FREAKING COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'll post the link...OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1wPO-iymPUQ&feature=player_embedded
Go there or
http://us.penguingroup.com/static/packages/us/yreaders/vampireacademy/index.html
I don;t care if you're fans or not...YOU MUST WATCH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So basically, you snap a photo of yourself using your webcam, then raise you VA book cover to the webcam, then your face is totally on the cover of VA!
ARRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO FREAKING COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'll post the link...OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1wPO-iymPUQ&feature=player_embedded
Go there or
http://us.penguingroup.com/static/packages/us/yreaders/vampireacademy/index.html
I don;t care if you're fans or not...YOU MUST WATCH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, 24 November 2009
Illusions and Disillusions..
A little depressed these few days..Especially today..But...
Don't worry, I'm not going to cut myself or do something stupid.
I realize now that life is immaterial. People you love can always leave anytime.
Even the people you thought were the strongest and could never falter.
'People are people and sometimes we change our minds..'
Breath, Taylor Swift
People are still people, no matter how strong or powerful they are. No matter how much they seemed like a hero to you, your personal Superman. When the time comes, they will leave. And the only thing to do is grieve.
I never let anyone see my grief. I can't. I didn't cry at the past two funerals. But I did cry when I got the news. I was shocked, I didn't think he'd leave that soon.
I didn't think he'd leave at all.
I get attached too emotionally. I remember seeing a mail someone forwarded to me. It said : 'People who are the toughest are actually the softest at heart. People who look to protect people want to be protected themselves.' And they're right.
I've grown a sort of shield around me. I don't let anyone see my pain. I try to take away their pain, in the end adding to my own pain, even though it is irrelevant.
I've tried to let go..Can't..I'm starting to loose hope, to want to open Pandora's box and let go of Hope. I want to let go, I just want to lie and rest...
Don't worry, I'm not going to cut myself or do something stupid.
I realize now that life is immaterial. People you love can always leave anytime.
Even the people you thought were the strongest and could never falter.
'People are people and sometimes we change our minds..'
Breath, Taylor Swift
People are still people, no matter how strong or powerful they are. No matter how much they seemed like a hero to you, your personal Superman. When the time comes, they will leave. And the only thing to do is grieve.
I never let anyone see my grief. I can't. I didn't cry at the past two funerals. But I did cry when I got the news. I was shocked, I didn't think he'd leave that soon.
I didn't think he'd leave at all.
I get attached too emotionally. I remember seeing a mail someone forwarded to me. It said : 'People who are the toughest are actually the softest at heart. People who look to protect people want to be protected themselves.' And they're right.
I've grown a sort of shield around me. I don't let anyone see my pain. I try to take away their pain, in the end adding to my own pain, even though it is irrelevant.
I've tried to let go..Can't..I'm starting to loose hope, to want to open Pandora's box and let go of Hope. I want to let go, I just want to lie and rest...
Love him...
He'll never hold you like the way he did before
He'll never whisper your name in your ear again
What would you give to have him right next to you
You love him, but this is goodbye
You'll never have another like him again
He understood you more than anyone ever could
I know that he's gone
But will you give your heart to another
He'd want to see you live
He'd want you to be happy
He'd want to see you remember him
His scent his eyes his Zen life lessons
He'd always be there with you
His spirit lingers on and on
He'll never leave you like he promised you ago
You won't see him, he won't let you
He would want you to move on
He'll be waiting when it's all over
They say that you'll meet five people in heaven
And I think I can say he'll be the first that you see
The first the last, he'll always be there
Love him forever, it was meant to be..
So sad..so so sad..Tears fall as I write the story of them...
Cheers..
He'll never whisper your name in your ear again
What would you give to have him right next to you
You love him, but this is goodbye
You'll never have another like him again
He understood you more than anyone ever could
I know that he's gone
But will you give your heart to another
He'd want to see you live
He'd want you to be happy
He'd want to see you remember him
His scent his eyes his Zen life lessons
He'd always be there with you
His spirit lingers on and on
He'll never leave you like he promised you ago
You won't see him, he won't let you
He would want you to move on
He'll be waiting when it's all over
They say that you'll meet five people in heaven
And I think I can say he'll be the first that you see
The first the last, he'll always be there
Love him forever, it was meant to be..
So sad..so so sad..Tears fall as I write the story of them...
Cheers..
Sunday, 22 November 2009
Spirit..VA
Why do I have to feel the pain
Pain I take away
Pain that never was mine
I see now that I am the Marked of the Ones
Yet know my soul is weary and burdened
And Hope she lives but wavers still
The clock is ticking
The sands of Time pouring
Falling into the never ending abyss where Shadows lie
And souls are screaming
Salvation they ask, shattered souls
And yet I cannot grant what is needed
The heart that is broken cannot be mended
As two halves of a whole cannot be reunited
As the living live, while the dead wander
And the undead walk, and hunt and kill
No guardian shall guard
What is to be and what will be
I know the evil in the soul
Old, ancient, power beyond that imagined
And yet, but wait
Human lingers
His soul is not dark-ridden as others have been
Could love be stronger than stone and fate?
Could the broken and shattered be mended by faith?
I see two paths, and three and none
I see the Sisters Three of Fate
I see the thread of life that hangs
In limbo between life and death
And spirit will infuse and heal what is dead
For the undead have no souls
And shall be healed
The lovers two will embrace once more
The decree that has been set in Destiny
The decree that I have seen and obey.
Lol..I was writing something random and it suddenly turned into something about VA..Read and you will know what I mean if you have read the books..Ask Yi Wen if you like..^^
Cheers
Pain I take away
Pain that never was mine
I see now that I am the Marked of the Ones
Yet know my soul is weary and burdened
And Hope she lives but wavers still
The clock is ticking
The sands of Time pouring
Falling into the never ending abyss where Shadows lie
And souls are screaming
Salvation they ask, shattered souls
And yet I cannot grant what is needed
The heart that is broken cannot be mended
As two halves of a whole cannot be reunited
As the living live, while the dead wander
And the undead walk, and hunt and kill
No guardian shall guard
What is to be and what will be
I know the evil in the soul
Old, ancient, power beyond that imagined
And yet, but wait
Human lingers
His soul is not dark-ridden as others have been
Could love be stronger than stone and fate?
Could the broken and shattered be mended by faith?
I see two paths, and three and none
I see the Sisters Three of Fate
I see the thread of life that hangs
In limbo between life and death
And spirit will infuse and heal what is dead
For the undead have no souls
And shall be healed
The lovers two will embrace once more
The decree that has been set in Destiny
The decree that I have seen and obey.
Lol..I was writing something random and it suddenly turned into something about VA..Read and you will know what I mean if you have read the books..Ask Yi Wen if you like..^^
Cheers
Saturday, 21 November 2009
Oooo...
Sheesh, my brother bought the new Galaxie, and he picked the 'Team Edward' one cause he really didn't like Jacob Black..Weird for someone who says he likes werewolves more than vampires..Oh well.. Shrugs...
Anyway, anyone seen Dakota Fanning yet? Brrrr..she looks creepy...and those red eyes...She'd make a perfect Strigoi...Scary..And she's only 14...O.O
Take a look...
Cheers..
Anyway, anyone seen Dakota Fanning yet? Brrrr..she looks creepy...and those red eyes...She'd make a perfect Strigoi...Scary..And she's only 14...O.O
Take a look...
Cheers..
VA vs Twilight
Yeah..Actually, I don't hate Twilight, but.... Well, here I dissect why I dislike Twilight..
Yes, I know, I've never read or watched Twilight, so to be fair, I can't really criticize it...
But from what I heard from friends, it's the usual boy meets girl, girl meets boy, they both fall in love, BOOM, happy ending..
Whereas Vampire Academy, well, there isn't any happy ending, at least, for now..
But seriously, Rose and Dimitri are both dhampirs, its illegal and they can't conceive any children.
That was when Dimitri was a dhampir. Now, he's a strigoi, the immortal and evil vampires. And Rose has to kill him because, let's face it, there isn't a way to cure Strigoi. Weel, there maybe one, but the cure has to be retrieved from Robert Doru, half brother of Victor Dashkov. The same vVictor who kidnapped and tortured Lissa Dragomir, Rose's best friend. So, yeah..
How can you have a heppy ending when you have to kill the guy you love? Your soul mate?
So no offense to Twilight and its fans, but to me , Twilight and the story is sort of light-weight and not really as dark as VA could get sometimes...
Cheers..
Yes, I know, I've never read or watched Twilight, so to be fair, I can't really criticize it...
But from what I heard from friends, it's the usual boy meets girl, girl meets boy, they both fall in love, BOOM, happy ending..
Whereas Vampire Academy, well, there isn't any happy ending, at least, for now..
But seriously, Rose and Dimitri are both dhampirs, its illegal and they can't conceive any children.
That was when Dimitri was a dhampir. Now, he's a strigoi, the immortal and evil vampires. And Rose has to kill him because, let's face it, there isn't a way to cure Strigoi. Weel, there maybe one, but the cure has to be retrieved from Robert Doru, half brother of Victor Dashkov. The same vVictor who kidnapped and tortured Lissa Dragomir, Rose's best friend. So, yeah..
How can you have a heppy ending when you have to kill the guy you love? Your soul mate?
So no offense to Twilight and its fans, but to me , Twilight and the story is sort of light-weight and not really as dark as VA could get sometimes...
Cheers..
Friday, 20 November 2009
OMG!!!
OMG, Vampire Academy is slated to be THE next Twilight..Not that I watch or read Twilight, mind you, but it is rather popular right now..
VA IS TOTALLY GAINING POPULARITY AND FREAKING FAME!!!!!!!!!!
Proof:
Wohoo!!!!!!!!
1. Vampire Academy by Richelle Mead
Article - Donnelly Next Twilight - Vampire Academy Vampire Academy by Richelle Mead. 336 pages. Razorbill. $8.99 Richelle Mead’s Vampire Academy is the obvious heir to the Twilight throne. Twilight critics who found heroine Bella’s personality to be on the weak side will find their antidote in Rose, the feisty, snarky, headstrong lead in this six-book series. As a Dhampir, a half-mortal/half-vampire warrior, Rose is sworn to protect the Moroi—mortal vampires who walk in the sun, feed without killing, and grow old and die—from the Strigoi, vampires of the traditional immortal-killing-machine variety. When Twilight was starting to heat up a few years ago, Razorbill editor Jessica Rothenberg went on the hunt for a new series with bite. “We went ahead and we read everything out there, and we felt like this was the best-written vampire series that we’d seen. We just felt like it was the perfect thing to be the next big thing, when Twilight was done. We wanted this to be the series teens are reaching for,” Rothenberg says. Sure enough, there are plenty of elements that make this series methadone for those in Twilight withdrawal, from Rose’s forbidden (and steamy!) romance with her mentor Dimitri to epic brawls with the baddie vamps. Readers are responding to the series with gusto—Vampire Academy has spent 15 weeks so far on The New York Times children’s series list, recently hitting as high as No. 2, just under Twilight. The fifth book in the series, Spirit Bound, is due out in May 2010, and the sixth and final book is slated for fall 2010. A six-book spinoff series will start in fall 2011.
Source: http://www.thedailybeast.com/blogs-and-stories/2009-11-19/the-next-twilight-1/?cid=topic:mainpromo1
Ah! VA! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Adrian, FUCK OFF AWAY FROM ROSE!!!!
P.S: DIMKA!!! COME BACK TO BE WITH ROOOSEEEEE!!!!!!!!
Cheers...
VA IS TOTALLY GAINING POPULARITY AND FREAKING FAME!!!!!!!!!!
Proof:
Wohoo!!!!!!!!
1. Vampire Academy by Richelle Mead
Article - Donnelly Next Twilight - Vampire Academy Vampire Academy by Richelle Mead. 336 pages. Razorbill. $8.99 Richelle Mead’s Vampire Academy is the obvious heir to the Twilight throne. Twilight critics who found heroine Bella’s personality to be on the weak side will find their antidote in Rose, the feisty, snarky, headstrong lead in this six-book series. As a Dhampir, a half-mortal/half-vampire warrior, Rose is sworn to protect the Moroi—mortal vampires who walk in the sun, feed without killing, and grow old and die—from the Strigoi, vampires of the traditional immortal-killing-machine variety. When Twilight was starting to heat up a few years ago, Razorbill editor Jessica Rothenberg went on the hunt for a new series with bite. “We went ahead and we read everything out there, and we felt like this was the best-written vampire series that we’d seen. We just felt like it was the perfect thing to be the next big thing, when Twilight was done. We wanted this to be the series teens are reaching for,” Rothenberg says. Sure enough, there are plenty of elements that make this series methadone for those in Twilight withdrawal, from Rose’s forbidden (and steamy!) romance with her mentor Dimitri to epic brawls with the baddie vamps. Readers are responding to the series with gusto—Vampire Academy has spent 15 weeks so far on The New York Times children’s series list, recently hitting as high as No. 2, just under Twilight. The fifth book in the series, Spirit Bound, is due out in May 2010, and the sixth and final book is slated for fall 2010. A six-book spinoff series will start in fall 2011.
Source: http://www.thedailybeast.com/blogs-and-stories/2009-11-19/the-next-twilight-1/?cid=topic:mainpromo1
Ah! VA! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Adrian, FUCK OFF AWAY FROM ROSE!!!!
P.S: DIMKA!!! COME BACK TO BE WITH ROOOSEEEEE!!!!!!!!
Cheers...
Thursday, 19 November 2009
Hate..
Poshyol ty you cat-insane woman! Grrr...hate you so much...
Ok, you ask us to do project..What-freaking-ever fine...
You want to know the freaking measurements, fine...Why? You want to make the project into shirts for you ah? Huh? I don't think you can fit in, so sorry to tell you that..
Do you have Alzheimer's? You told us to use hand to write..then you say : "You're all 21st century people, so show me some freaking 21st century work!" Wei lah, mak cik..you think people in 21st century don't use pencil or pen to write ah? Huh? You want us to write in the sky ah? I didn't know there is sky touch screen one wor..you guys know that ah?
Then when people finish and pass up to you, just freaking accept it lah! Appreciate that we as the students decide to give you face and slave over the project to give it to you..
If people do wrong, fine! Just tell them that they're wrong! Mind you, when I said 'tell them', I don't mean standing in front of the class and yell at them! You're the teacher, so teach! Don't yell! If you yell, we won't freaking listen! Sheesh...
I don't even know why you want us to do it so beautifully.. What, you want to show off to others and say, :" You see? My students do one ah.. I'm such a good teacher ah!" Fuck! That doesn't even make sense!
You say you want us to 'keep clean' your freaking reputation. Well get this, whether or not we do well in exams DOES NOT affect your reputation..Your reputation has already been made since you started teaching. If you really were a good teacher, your reputation as a good teacher won't fade. If we don't do well in exams, that's our own problem! The main thing is that you DID teach, regardless of whether we did listen or not..
So, guys, cheer up, especially you Poh, I know you're really tired with pps and this project..But chin up ok?
Cheers..
Ok, you ask us to do project..What-freaking-ever fine...
You want to know the freaking measurements, fine...Why? You want to make the project into shirts for you ah? Huh? I don't think you can fit in, so sorry to tell you that..
Do you have Alzheimer's? You told us to use hand to write..then you say : "You're all 21st century people, so show me some freaking 21st century work!" Wei lah, mak cik..you think people in 21st century don't use pencil or pen to write ah? Huh? You want us to write in the sky ah? I didn't know there is sky touch screen one wor..you guys know that ah?
Then when people finish and pass up to you, just freaking accept it lah! Appreciate that we as the students decide to give you face and slave over the project to give it to you..
If people do wrong, fine! Just tell them that they're wrong! Mind you, when I said 'tell them', I don't mean standing in front of the class and yell at them! You're the teacher, so teach! Don't yell! If you yell, we won't freaking listen! Sheesh...
I don't even know why you want us to do it so beautifully.. What, you want to show off to others and say, :" You see? My students do one ah.. I'm such a good teacher ah!" Fuck! That doesn't even make sense!
You say you want us to 'keep clean' your freaking reputation. Well get this, whether or not we do well in exams DOES NOT affect your reputation..Your reputation has already been made since you started teaching. If you really were a good teacher, your reputation as a good teacher won't fade. If we don't do well in exams, that's our own problem! The main thing is that you DID teach, regardless of whether we did listen or not..
So, guys, cheer up, especially you Poh, I know you're really tired with pps and this project..But chin up ok?
Cheers..
Monday, 16 November 2009
2012
Oh my freaking God!!! 2012 is so freaking cool!!
But seriously, it had what I thought was a happy ending..
I mean, when I think of the end of the world, I think that the earth blows up and everyone dies, but quite a lot of people survived..Of course, they had to give 1 billion euros to survive on the craft so.. But come on, they were freaking trillionaires, 1 billion euros is probably like a speck of dust..sheesh..
Vivian..don't be so freaking stuborn.. Sasha the pilot really looks a lot better than your Lee Teuk..Even my brother agrees..Stop being so bullish and admit it lah..haha..
I'll post pictures later..So lazy these days..Hz..cheers..
See guys? This is Sasha, the pilot I was talking about..Really, I know you guys are fans of Super Junior, but come on, you have to admit he at least looks more like a man than Lee Teuk right? Anyway, buh- bye..
BTW, Sasha is the Russian nickname for Alexander, so before you go off making jokes about his name, I'm telling you his real name..До свидания..Bye bye
But seriously, it had what I thought was a happy ending..
I mean, when I think of the end of the world, I think that the earth blows up and everyone dies, but quite a lot of people survived..Of course, they had to give 1 billion euros to survive on the craft so.. But come on, they were freaking trillionaires, 1 billion euros is probably like a speck of dust..sheesh..
Vivian..don't be so freaking stuborn.. Sasha the pilot really looks a lot better than your Lee Teuk..Even my brother agrees..Stop being so bullish and admit it lah..haha..
I'll post pictures later..So lazy these days..Hz..cheers..
See guys? This is Sasha, the pilot I was talking about..Really, I know you guys are fans of Super Junior, but come on, you have to admit he at least looks more like a man than Lee Teuk right? Anyway, buh- bye..
BTW, Sasha is the Russian nickname for Alexander, so before you go off making jokes about his name, I'm telling you his real name..До свидания..Bye bye
Thursday, 12 November 2009
Doom...
Should I worry about being an alcoholic? Maybe, a little..
These days the little bottle of Shandy is seemingly becoming my best friend. Yeah, Shandy is an extremely weak alcoholic drink, and everyone should be able to stomach it..Still..
I guess one of the reasons why I turn to it is that it feels numbing. It numbs my feelings and thoughts for the moment and I need that. Though not as badly as Ivashkov needs it..
Anyway, let's just say it helps me from spiraling deeper into that infinite pit of darkness..
Cheers..
These days the little bottle of Shandy is seemingly becoming my best friend. Yeah, Shandy is an extremely weak alcoholic drink, and everyone should be able to stomach it..Still..
I guess one of the reasons why I turn to it is that it feels numbing. It numbs my feelings and thoughts for the moment and I need that. Though not as badly as Ivashkov needs it..
Anyway, let's just say it helps me from spiraling deeper into that infinite pit of darkness..
Cheers..
Wednesday, 11 November 2009
Thanks!!!
I almost forgot.. A very very BIIIGGGG thank you to Poh, Alfred, Yi Lin and Loh Peng for giving me a box of Hershey's Kisses!! Dark Chocolate Kisses and Strawberry Filling!!!
Thank you guys soooo much..I really appreciate your gift..I'm so touch..* starts to cry..
Again, Thank you!!! You're the best friends anyone could ever have..
A lousy picture I took of the chocos..I dunno..my hand seems to be shaking..Oh well..
Thank you guys soooo much..I really appreciate your gift..I'm so touch..* starts to cry..
Again, Thank you!!! You're the best friends anyone could ever have..
A lousy picture I took of the chocos..I dunno..my hand seems to be shaking..Oh well..
Urgh...
Exactly what the title says..I feel like freaking crap these days..Too lazy to update my blog..Too lazy to on the computer..Too lazy to practice the piano..Whatever..
Not to mention getting a liiitttlee depressed whenever I think about VA and anything to do with it..Lets see, that includes, Russia, my freaking Russian dictionary, a couple that reminds me of Rose and Dimitri, a song that reminds me of them, a story..Well actually, everything..
I know, I know, I'm obsessing over a book and getting unnecessarily upset but..Again, whatever..
Sorry, had to get that out..So sad..so so sad...
Not to mention getting a liiitttlee depressed whenever I think about VA and anything to do with it..Lets see, that includes, Russia, my freaking Russian dictionary, a couple that reminds me of Rose and Dimitri, a song that reminds me of them, a story..Well actually, everything..
I know, I know, I'm obsessing over a book and getting unnecessarily upset but..Again, whatever..
Sorry, had to get that out..So sad..so so sad...
Wednesday, 4 November 2009
Birthday..
Guys I know, sorry I didn't come to school on my birthday...I fell sick..~sobs~
Anyway, thanks for all of your wishes and, I know I never said this but I LOVE you guys!
4S5 ROCKSSSSSSSSSSS!
Спасибо Четыре СПять! (Thank you 4S5!)
Anyway, thanks for all of your wishes and, I know I never said this but I LOVE you guys!
4S5 ROCKSSSSSSSSSSS!
Спасибо Четыре СПять! (Thank you 4S5!)
Sunday, 1 November 2009
Buria..
Once upon a time
A child there hath been
So bright so calm so innocently fresh
She was a shining star
A star she be burning so brightly
And love she did with passion
Her life was good, was gold was sheltered
She knew not life one bit
But then one day
A pit hath opened
And fell in did she go
A dark deep pit, no help will she get
The child was lost forever
Emerged from the pit a new being did
'Twasn't her at all
A dark being it was, with a heart of stone
Stood there in her stead
The shadow lived the girl's life long
But yet resurface she did
But what use it was to stand there still
When the reins were denied to her
Oh the pain she felt, she knew she learnt
As she lived through the shadow of her
Ah but grateful she be to the being that was her
For she had not the strength to stand
The shadow taught her many things
Of death of life and pain
But as days pass and the bond grew stronger
The shadow started to fade
The shadow that was once her protector
Is leaving her alone
And whence she had the shield of the shadow
Now she must stand alone
The pain she felt when the shadow was there
Returned ten-fold, nothing could be done
All she could do, was stand and hope
Because hope, is all she has left..
A child there hath been
So bright so calm so innocently fresh
She was a shining star
A star she be burning so brightly
And love she did with passion
Her life was good, was gold was sheltered
She knew not life one bit
But then one day
A pit hath opened
And fell in did she go
A dark deep pit, no help will she get
The child was lost forever
Emerged from the pit a new being did
'Twasn't her at all
A dark being it was, with a heart of stone
Stood there in her stead
The shadow lived the girl's life long
But yet resurface she did
But what use it was to stand there still
When the reins were denied to her
Oh the pain she felt, she knew she learnt
As she lived through the shadow of her
Ah but grateful she be to the being that was her
For she had not the strength to stand
The shadow taught her many things
Of death of life and pain
But as days pass and the bond grew stronger
The shadow started to fade
The shadow that was once her protector
Is leaving her alone
And whence she had the shield of the shadow
Now she must stand alone
The pain she felt when the shadow was there
Returned ten-fold, nothing could be done
All she could do, was stand and hope
Because hope, is all she has left..
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